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I love how recently the only time I come on tumblr is when im upset or something is troubling me. It just makes me feel like I’m not the only one out there who feels like this and that it will eventually get better. And once again I’m back to moan about feelings.. Firstly: liking someone who doesn’t like you back is a killer, waiting for them to text you after you spent the night there and they don’t just makes you want to curl up and cry forever. Secondly: liking someone and sleeping at someone else’s house while your seeing someone even though at the time it was the best desision and I still don’t regret it because I don’t even like the person I’m seeing but I’m too much of a pussy to end it because I don’t want to hurt him. Wtf is up with that?! Thirdly: still missing that one person who made me fall harder than ever, she keeps talking to me and everytime she does it makes me fall all over again then makes me remember how she hurt me so voila I feel like shit. Hope I feel happy soon.